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but i dont think i am wrong

on dreams

what do you do when all your dreams come true at the same time? or at least the possibility of them all coming true becomes much closer.

for the past 3 or 4 years i've been floating somewhat aimlessly expecting something great to happen and to be honest just been making a mess and disaster about most things i've touched. suddenly everything has changed.

there are a number of things ive always wanted.

1, to have my own company
2, to have my own company doing what i love with people i love
3, to take on the world and at least not lose
4, to live life only by my rules and not accept the 'thats not how you do that' way of living
5, to feel i'm making a difference to at least one person in a positive way

6, to have somebody in my life that would make the other dreams reduntant

well here's the problem
i have 1 & 2 and i try to do 4
recently there's been developments that make 3 & 5 a possibility

now 6 is a bit of a quandry
it's the big dream, one of those that doesn't really ever happen
except for one small problem

i've got 6 too
or at least by every measurable method i can think of i have

having 6 means that the rest of the dreams can wait
and with any luck i'll get around to them another time

but still
having 6 is big
what if i'm wrong